People

Sometimes there's those people you wish you could erase of your life entirely.

Those people that you wish you's never met, you wish you's never glimpsed at, you wish you'd never talked to. They're the ones you want to diminish from your life, the one who bring you both happiness and tears. 

Unfortunately, we cannot do this. We cannot remove someone who has impacted us so greatly in our liver and just poof, they're gone.

We can wish, as damn much as we want, but those people will never be gone. Those pople have built weeds in tour hear, sprouting from left to right, growing out of control, and these pople exist in each and every of us, whether it be someone you love deeply, or someone you miss terribly.

- K. Olson

Fibrin

Berterimakasihlah kepada benang-benang fibrin ia yang menutup lukamu.
Hey ia tidak sendiri, tanpa fibrinogen,trombin,protrombin,trombokinase dan trombosit,fibrin itu tak akan pernah bisa menyembuhkan luka.
Bahkan tubuh punya mekanisme menyembuhkan apa yang melukai dirinya
Hebat bukan~
Mereka bekerja sama? Bagiku mereka seperti pelari estafet, saling mengaktifkan yang lain dan berlari sebisanya~

Kenapa kita tidak seperti itu? Mengapa tidak saling menyembuhkan?
Kenapa kita hanya saling melukai satu sama lain?

Do you love me?

"I thought it must have been fate, but now, I can’t see anything… I can’t see a shooting star anymore”

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I don't even know what the following words are going to be few of the hardest ones to write. Nevertheless, writing would be the best medium for me to express how I feel, for what I would like to say, and the things I’d like to convey.

I'm not like a woman you would expect, completely. Who could knit a sweater for you, make crafts for you, and I hope you can accept this and okay with this. I'm not entirely an independent woman who can stand alone.  

What am I doing wrong and how can I fix it to make it better?